Ethan and I have had to think about balance lately. Life is pretty stressful right now. Ethan's been looking for work since April when he graduated. As any of you who have had to look for work know, it takes a lot of time to apply for jobs. A lot. Ethan spends hours every day looking for and applying for jobs. It's pretty much a full-time job. We haven't done as much as we would like in the way of fun this summer mostly because of this. Ethan feels a lot of pressure as the sole provider and I think he let's that keep him from having fun - why have fun when finding a job is so critical?
But that's where balance comes in. He's been working so hard and not off-setting it with enjoyment. That only creates stress. Stress makes life miserable. Life is to be enjoyed. Sometimes that's harder to do than other times. But that doesn't make it any less important. We realized we need to have more fun.
And so we went into to mountains.
I love how excited my kids get when we tell them we're going to the mountains. I love how it only takes us about 10 minutes of driving across town before we get into the mountains. I love how, as we were walking through the mountains, Ethan sighed and said, "I feel more like me now."
As a family, we're getting better at hiking. We hiked the Jardine Juniper Trail and made it farther than we ever have before - and that's with all the kids walking the whole time! That's a major accomplishment for us.
That hike was good for all of us. I love what being in the mountains does for our souls.
I don't know what our future holds. I don't know when relief will come. I do know that where ever we go the Lord will take care of us.
And I hope that, where ever that place is, there will be mountains.